Misfit Diaries.

I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas and started the year with bang!

I'll now be blogging from my side blog previously known as 'showing every scar'

It's been revamped and my heart is set on having that kind of blog now.

Whether you choose to follow me or not is obviously up to you, as it's much different than this blog.

But anyway, Happy New Year. Maybe I'll see some of you over at my new(ish) blog...

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I am back... kind of.

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Well, hello! I think I owe you lot a huge thank you, for sticking around, leaving comments, dropping by and following. Despite no new posts at all.

It might sound a little... mean, but I'm not gonna apologise for not posting for like, a week.

Because it couldn't have been helped. I won't post for the sake of posting, because that's not how I do things.

Things got on top of me, things got too much, they built up and crashed down.

I made mistakes and bad decisions. I am emotionally drained. 

I put everything aside, so I could calm down. And rest. And just... feel okay again.

I wouldn't go as far as saying I'm brilliant right now, I feel drained and not so much of a good person.

But, less emotional. And that's good enough for me.

I am back... but bare with me.

The Little Golden Book.

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Although I was technically happy with my blog. It was the little things that bugged me too much;

Like posts that could've been better or not been posted at all. Too many changes. Too many attempts at trying to make it work, drifting away, coming back, changing something else and nothing getting better.

Logging into an old email address just to get onto my blog. Little things like that.

I think my blog is blurred now. It has no identity. I just see the worst in it.

I want to log into blogger, like I used to, and be content and completely happy about my blog.

And a little excited. Because that happens a lot with me and writing.

I want to feel like I do right now.

So that blog is still technically there, right now. It might be deleted, or just set to private.

But I've started again. This is my blog now.

In all honesty, I had no ideas for a blog name, other than my actual name, until after I'd designed the header and written a description/about me. At which point, I'd written 'Little Golden Book' and thought it would be

so much better if my blog was called that instead of my flower-child-like name.

I've made the right decision. I can only hope I don't go off track this time.

As for now... I have 10 animal doodles to do.

xo